Seriously i dont know if he is the one for me, there are happy and sad moments, frustrated, irritated and annoy feeling yet felt love, care and concern at times.
Can i really have a future with him? future seems so far away from me. Therefore i wish upon a wish that he is the one for me.
Im confuse at times with my heart and my brain. Sometimes they tend to disagree while times they tend to walk hand in hand.
God from above, please enlighten me. How much i wish he's the one for me but there are so many reasons that build up the fears in me. Fearing that he might leave one day when he find a better one. I know that this cant be force, nor can i do anything. All i wish for is to be with him, I dont mind hard times, i dont mind simple life, as long as he love me like how he used to now till forever, Im willing to walk it through with him.
